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Saturday, September 19, 2009

[[Evil girl..]]

i am an evil girl,
that wants people to be the same or even in an lower level than me..

i am an evil girl,
that wants people that makes me upset feels worst.

i am an evil girl,
im not a good girl.....

all i wanted was to have a happy day,
you knew that having you coming would really make my day,
just by having you around me.

you always say, but didnt do
i rather you dont tell me anything and suddenly giving me a surprise,

rather than you telling me now, making me happy, lifting me into heaven
and telling me later you cant make it, throwing me to hell.

you had a decision whether to come or not,
but you said you will.
but you didnt.

you had a choice to come or not
but you choose not to.

im hurt.
very hurt

i rather you lie to me,
telling me that you had no choice
your parents forced you to stay,
not letting you go until tml,
but you didnt..

letting me know that you had a choice,
and you didnt choose it,
knowing that it would make me upset,
you still choose not to come...

dont say what you cant do..
dont promise what you cant do
dont show me that you had a choice

they would only make me more upset..

yes, i am this evil..
to make people even more upset than i am..
i was super upset..
i didnt want to go anymore..
even if it was with you..

i was hoping you would give a surprise and turn up in my room when i woke up,
i was hoping to see you msg, apologizing and comforting me, and make it back to me..
but you didnt even do any of this..

am i requesting for too much??

why can other people be so sweet,
im jealous..
why can other people be so thoughtful and do as they say
im envious
why can other people be so caring and concern
im so jealous
why can other people be so happy, yet we are almost having tiff every week
im so upset...

i guess im just requesting for too much...

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