i really hate this life of mine..
i just wanted to talk..
to be sweet to me..
comfort me when i tell you im upset..
thats all..
is it that hard..
im hating myself..
hoping for so much?
hoping you would comfort me..
but instead.. what happen was that you were even more upset..
i wanted you to plan something nice..
something that would surprize me..
something fun, and romantic for both of us to do...
maybe, what you preferred to do is to laze around at home play dota, watch tv..
to me.. its like treating me like im transparent, or translusent,
only care when u feel that im there...
im jealous, scared, afraid...
tired, head spinning,
i dont want you to be worried..
but yet..
you are the one making me feel so insecure..
make me feel your love..
please...
i need it..
its drifting away...
my heart aches...
alot.
hoping for so much
yet again..
it hurts..
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