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Friday, December 25, 2009

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i get the blame again..

i dont know is it my habit to put all the blames on me naturally
or
is it always my fault..

its my fault not looking at the phone..

but you knew and you promised u are coming my house..

so even if i didnt look at my phone u are Suppose to come to my house first...
so is it everything still my fault now??

im not sure is that an excuse of blaming me not looking at my phone..
but this always happens..

cant u JUST come even i didnt see my phone.
u know that my bro would open the door for you..

make me feel guilty...
not make me hate u..

this always happen...
because u are able to blame me..
find fault with me..

u think i like this to happen?
i too..
dont like to cry..
dont like ur parents to scold u..

look at ur blog..
look at what u are saying..
isnt it ALWAYS blaming me??

why dont you stop finding excuses..
why didnt u think of alternatives when something cork up..
why can u only think straight and nothing else?

and when u are at a dead end.. u blame me..

my fault..
everything bad = my fault..

everything = my fault..

thanks..
i understand now..

btw... its not because its my first day of my mens that im saying this..
i might be saying this because im more emotional when my mens come..
and im feeling more lonely when it comes..

and this is something u never knew and understand...
u didnt really understand about me..
nor i do about u..

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