How many of you guys, my friends, really understand me?
What I want, what I need, what I'm thinking of..
You don't understand obviously..
Because what I needed wasn't just asking me not to do something because it's out of my control. But to comfort me, concern and care, share my thoughts for me.. Reassure me, this is what I want. And you just don't understand.. :( there's a reason behind every statement I make.
I said I miss you.. And Saturday is too far away. Why can't you just take the hint that I just want to meet you sooner.. :/
One more weight added on to my heart.
I bet if I don't make a first move to talk to you. You probably won't talk to me either.. And we will have silence for days.. And tml will be a terrible day for me because it's my off day..
I try my best not to make my comments so directly on anyone but you just direct yours at me..
I just wanted to maintain the feelings I had for you. Is that so difficult? At the very least I was still hoping and trying..
My heart hurts. Like a knife stabbed in me,. Yea probably hoping for the same feeling throughout isn't easy thing to do.. But at the very least.. Stop calling me stupid.. Well you always have the excuse saying that the comment wasn't directed to me.. But well.. That probably means you don't know me well enough to understand that I will be over concious to feel that u are talking abt me..
A barrier in me has been set up long time ago ever since our last big quarrel.. To protect me from getting hurt by you.. I distance myself.. An now I'm trying to pull the distance back and it's so difficult because you don't care as much anymore..
I'm afraid if getting hurt.. But u are hurting me already..
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