[[*Fading To Black*]]

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

[[i just wish to go back time.]]

if you didnt get the hint. im telling you obviously here.

im feeling lonely, for a very long time now. im not able to get attention from my family, at least let me get yours. you are probably the only lawful one that i would like to get from. but if you dont want to, i understand as well, im just giving myself 3 mths more. if things still doesnt work out, i will give up on this relationship.

im tired. i dont know how to talk to you anymore. how should i tell you i just had a big quarrel with mom that made me cried my lungs out because she found out i told bro about the cctv that she placed in the praying room, and i wished to contact you but i dont know what to say to you anymore, i dont know if i still can get the concern i want from you anymore, if i can get a action of a dream come true. you probably dont love me as much anymore, because both of us dont feel the love still exist. we start to quarrel everytime we meet over small little things, and can just ignore each other because non of us wants to take the first move anymore. we probably already lost the love we needed to always push ourselves to make the first move like how we started and was afraid everytime each other would get angry.

i still rmb the first time we were together and i cried. because you were dating me and you still have the picture of ur ex in your phone. i was so upset i teared up, and tears was flowing away just right in the mrt station.you picked up my hand and hold me tight, pat me on my head and consoled me until i stopped. and you took ur phone and deleted them all at once.

the very first day we date, 161108, is also where we first kissed, just behind my block at the park, we took pictures tgt and it was so sweet, it is probably the sweetest moment ever, you hold me in ur arms, you said you see me smiling so sweetly you just cant control yourself and kissed me. our smiles, warmth, hugs kisses, were so wonderful back then.

i just wanted that feelings back thats all. it probably is possible if we both start trying again.

things at home is already making me suffocating, i dont have much friends that i can actually hang out with if u had realised. so give me your attention, not just the morning and the night, even when sometimes i dont reply you, just continue on. why give up ?

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